Huh...

Apparently I'm nervous about something because my stomach is tied in knots. I'm not sure what I'm nervous about though. Could be that my pastor is announcing that he is resigning this morning at church. I know this already because I'm on the church council (the mind boggles, doesn't it?) and he presented us with his letter of resignation at the last council meeting this past Monday. Part of me wants to be there to support him because I know he's doing what God wants but the other part of me doesn't want to go and see that. Pastor is one of the only reasons that Rick and I are still at that church. With him leaving and my changing beliefs there is nothing really keeping me there anymore. I'm kind of at loose ends.

Part of me wants to go to my normal church this morning to support Pastor, part of me wants to check out Wendy's chuch, Unity, and another part of me just wants to crawl back in bed and get some much needed sleep. That would be because I didn't get to sleep until about 3am and unfortunately woke up at 6:30 and wasn't able to get back to sleep. Just about the time I felt tired enough to try going back to sleep Rick called from work to say that a dog had eaten his glasses. I had to run his old pair out to him. That took me at least 40 minutes and now that I'm back home I'm not sure I'll be able to get back to sleep for the less than an hour before I'd have to get up to get ready for church.

Edit - I opted for the much needed sleep option. Mainly because I didn't think I'd be able to keep my eyes open if I went to church anyway.

Traipsing, lazing, and *the* phone call...

I spent an hour exploring the hide and go thwap place this afternoon. Took all those little side trails I didn't have the appropriate clothing on for last time. One trail was obviously VERY seldom used as it was fairly grown over and there were a couple places I had to duck/crawl under branches and/or brambles that had overgrown the path. The hide and go thwap place thwapped me several times and I have the scratch marks on my arms to show for it. ;)

After walking for about an hour I thanked one of the larger trees for the shade it was providing as I sat on the ground in front of it. I spent almost another hour laying there on my back watching the sky. My friend the hawk came to greet me again at this point. Last time I was there he flew overhead within the first couple of minutes as I was really just entering the place. At least I think it's a hawk - I'm no expert on birds.
( Cut because I got a little long winded and introspective... )

How sad...

This headline caught my eye because I dreamed about arena football last night which is just odd because I'm not a sports fan and have never watched an arena football game. It's so sad...

Former NFL Player Dies During Arena Game