I didn't get much sleep last night...

[d_a_r_a]

I've slept over at Dave's the last three nights in a row - emphasis on the sleep part. The reason I didn't get a lot of sleep last night is very very innocent so everyone can just drag their minds out of the gutter. I spent a good portion of the night just watching Dave sleep. He looked so peaceful, so content and I found myself just fascinated by him. I couldn't get enough of looking at him and sleep seemed rather unimportant in comparison. Besides I'm unemployed and can sleep whenever I want to. I continue to be surprised by the depth of emotion I feel for Dave and the fact that it is reciprocated just as intensely. The man has the soul of a poet warrior, a soul I am hopelessly, utterly in love with. I never knew I could feel this way. I've never believed in soul mates in the common usage of that term, until now. Dave and I both feel that we've been together before in other lifetimes. I've never believed in reincarnation in the past either but I have no other means by which to explain the deep connection Dave and I share. It's far too mystical and intense to be explained by the relatively brief period of time we've known each other in this lifetime. I feel so blessed, so incredibly thankful that we found each other in this lifetime.

Meanwhile Rick has started seeing a girl named Stephanie he met online. He seems to be taking everything very well - better than I had initially expected. Everything seems to be working out for the best.

Comments

[angryprinc3ss.livejournal.com]

I'm glad that everything is working out so well all around. I don't know what I think about reincarnation yet but I've had similar experiences. Hard to explain.

[d-a-r-a.livejournal.com]

Yeah, things are going better than I had dared to hope they would. Sometimes life surprises you.