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This is harder than I thought it would be. I told Rick that I just don't see things working out between us in the long run. It kills me to see him in this much pain and know that I'm the cause of it. I just can't stand to see anyone in pain - I feel others pain so deeply - stupid gift(?) of empathy!

A little too much
Today was a little too much for me
A few falls to many
And one win too few

That's playing on the stereo right now - how appropriate. Today was a little too much for me. I feel like I'm at the end of my rope, ready to snap. If I didn't know that God was in control I'd completely loose it right now. Deep breaths, lots of prayer...things will be okay eventually.

Date: 2005-03-30 04:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aprilia27.livejournal.com
I've been reading all of your posts and although I feel so much sympathy and understanding for you, I haven't been sure of the right words to say. But I am thinking of you during this hard time. I hope things get better...somehow.


Date: 2005-03-30 04:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] d-a-r-a.livejournal.com
Thank you.


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