So after obsessively reading my ex's journal for a while now I finally made a comment to him on one of his friend's journals. It pretty much got to the point where I either needed to let him know I was there or stop reading his damn journal. It wasn't fair to him for me to continue to spy on him like that.
jesterstear and I were really good friends once upon a time. There was a time when I used to say that I wished we had never dated because it ruined our friendship, but looking back I can't say that anymore. I have a lot of fond memories of the times we spent together as a couple. We were too different for the relationship to have ever worked out long term...not to mention that I was extremely young back then (18) and had a lot of self-discovery yet to do. Like a lot of things in my life I wrote a poem about it....
( poem )